Sometimes is just seeing myself in the mirror but most of the time is living in this house.

News make me sad and generally speaking every injustice aroung this fucking globe.

This one is really tough. I never really questioned myself about it. I think that every movie/show I saw changed me because I got to know other points of view. I got to know how people react in difficult situations or how they manage to enjoy their lives or that there are plenty of dragons and superheroes out there.

Korean, Japanese, Russian and Icelandic movies tought me that we don’t have the same sensitivity, that people from one country may judge good talking all the time while others appreciate silence and glances more than words.

I don’t know..Pretty much everything I saw had an impact on me.

『脱水少女』
作詞／藤岡みなみ 作曲／ヒロヒロヤ


校長の話長過ぎる
「きみたちには未来がある」だなんて
まったくピンとこないんですけど
それよりジュース飲んでもいいですか


夕方のプール せーので飛び込む
火照る身体とまぶたがじんとした


汗だくのシンデレラはからから空回り
涙も蒸発して さかなも泳げないね
あなたが貸してくれたMD聴いたよ
なんでこんなに染み込んでいくのかしら

はてしない片思い それでも道はない
なにかになりたくて なににもなれずにいる
あなたの好きな小説 図書館で借りた
それしかやることがないから


モップ掴んで駆け下りる
階段なんてさ３段飛ばしでいいよ
急にストップ一時停止
踊り場で踊るきみを見てる


クラブ活動は１学期にやめた
持て余す青春 狭すぎる空


泣き虫のスーパーマン もてもてもてまくり
流した汗たちがグラウンドをかためてく
わたしはそれを見てる ためいきついてる
なにも知らずにもらい泣きとかしてる

はてしない夏休み それでも道はない
なにかになりたくて なににもなりたくない
ラジオをつけて消して 夜の終わりを待ってる
やることがないから


水を下さい のどがかわくの


汗だくのシンデレラは からから空回り
涙も蒸発して さかなも泳げないね
あなたが貸してくれた MD聴いたよ
なんでこんなに染み込んでいくのかしら

はてしない夏休み それでも道はない
なにかになりたくて なににもなりたくない
ラジオをつけて消して 夜の終わりを待ってる
やることがないから


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Vocal: 藤岡みなみ
All Instruments & Programming：ヒロヒロヤ

 I’d like to be a little thinner but I’m already working on it. I also want to have bigger boobs. Not REALLY big, just a couple of sizes because they’re too little for my body. I think I wouldn’t stop touching them.

I’d change the fact that I’m not really into people. I’d like to be more outgoing.

I want to change my hair colour and cut.

That’s it I guess

I’d like the world less polluted, less corrupted and more friendly. People should get what they desrve, and with that I mean that you should be awarded if you do something awesome and that helps people and you should be punished if you do bad things.

I would let people have the same possibilities. How can some people have the most part of the world’s resources while others have almost nothing?

Just give me the light in the back of my head

I need a light in the back of my head

I know there’s a light in the back of my head

Well, first of all being fit would make me prettier a.k.a. I wouldn’t be ashamed of going to parties and so on a.k.a. I would find a girl. Moreover my aunt, my mom and every single person I know would stop telling me that I have to get thinner and that would definitely make me feel better. I think they’d stop judging me and see me for what I am and not only for an overweight girl. And I think that  I would stop judging me as well. 

The second dream I have is to enter the university. Nursing university lasts only three years so I won’t be spending too much time at home, because I’ll still stay home and I urgently need to get out of here. I thing that’s a good job.

My superduper dream is to move to London. I think that that’d have a huge impact on my life. London is my lover. I fell in love with it and I think it’ll last forever.

Everything’s going well now. thank you. I mean, Mom, my sister and I are very close now.

Past is awful but it’s important that you don’t give it too much importance in your present. I mean that you don’t have to let it overpower the present. It’s just the roots. The branches can still grow high towards the sky.

And thank you, you’re so sweet xo

Daisy from Ionesco’s Rhinocéros. This kind of reminded me of Gatsby’s Daisy. Nomen omen